Thursday, January 29, 2009
day by day,
he pass his day wif fake smiles..
he was very confused n upsad..
somth happened to him..
readers,
am i a good fren?..
am i?
sometimes,
he thought of dying.
but his frens told him its nt worth.
he's speachless...
till 2day he still dun gt it.
why does his close brother wanted 2 hurt him till like tis..
he had a chiose.
but he didnt choose..
n rather choose 2 see me suffer n crying..
he tried his best 2 cheer me up.
i appreciate u.
thank you.
But still,
i chioce 2 forgive him.
cos im a person is nt childish.
i noe wad im doing.
is he worth it 2 be forgiven?
or nt?..
but in the end
i still choose to,
forgive n forget.
Let me tell u somth.
the person who hurt me.
u r very lucky 2 hav such a fren lyk me.
but still,
i wish tat
the person wont regret his chioces.
i dare 2 tell him.
tat i didnt regret a single bit.
take care.
with love,
Loren(:
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
2day's sch started off-
1st period maths lesson,
den jialat ar.
1st day if lesson jitao maths test -.-
im lyk very dried up n no mood.
haix.
den after maths is english.
english okok still can slack.
cut n paste items only.
den after tat is ebs.
ebs ok la.
use com do project lo.
den finally recess.
i didnt eat anyth.
cos no mood..
actually plan 2 zhao sch.
but cos of 'N' lvl course work brifing nid go -.-
den after sch nid stay bac fer ebs coursework brifing.
after tat meet my fren.
den we when starbucks drink coffee.
wa the coffee thr very high class.
den chat till 4+pm after tat when home.
actually wanna go find teck n turtle.
but didnt go cos lazy x.x
after when home.
den bath going sleep de mother cor say eat dinner cos her bdae.
den go changi village thr eat.
after eating den come bac home.
den updated his blog!
trying 2 nt make it dead ar.
if nt kena nagged again x.x
last but nt least
1st period maths lesson,
den jialat ar.
1st day if lesson jitao maths test -.-
im lyk very dried up n no mood.
haix.
den after maths is english.
english okok still can slack.
cut n paste items only.
den after tat is ebs.
ebs ok la.
use com do project lo.
den finally recess.
i didnt eat anyth.
cos no mood..
actually plan 2 zhao sch.
but cos of 'N' lvl course work brifing nid go -.-
den after sch nid stay bac fer ebs coursework brifing.
after tat meet my fren.
den we when starbucks drink coffee.
wa the coffee thr very high class.
den chat till 4+pm after tat when home.
actually wanna go find teck n turtle.
but didnt go cos lazy x.x
after when home.
den bath going sleep de mother cor say eat dinner cos her bdae.
den go changi village thr eat.
after eating den come bac home.
den updated his blog!
trying 2 nt make it dead ar.
if nt kena nagged again x.x
last but nt least
HAPPY BDAE MOTHER!
I LOVE YOU.
THXS FER TAKING CARE OF ME
XIN KU NI LE
<3
I LOVE YOU.
THXS FER TAKING CARE OF ME
XIN KU NI LE
<3
he ends his post
if a smile
fer his mother
(:
if a smile
fer his mother
(:
btw, see tis pic. spot me!
happy spotting
happy spotting
Sunday, January 25, 2009
b4 he leaves..
he has some words 2 tell u guys.
thank you fer having u guys into my life.
u guys changed me up side down.
u guys,
make me understand wad is ture frendship.
i cherish every moment of laugher n fun we had together.
u guys gave me,
strenght,
hope,
joy,
time,
words,
n lastly,
love.
i cherish it all.
thank you(:
b4 i leave thr is som1 spiecal i would lyk 2 talk to..
i wish tat time goes bac 2 pass..
i wish tat.
i n her will me bac again.
happy n loving another..
but i guess..
everyth has its ends..
i cant force her
i cant control her happiness.
its up 2 her..
but just 2 let her noe.
deep down in my heart,
i still love her deeply.
i will wait till the day comes.
to hav u bac again.
like we did.
tat time(:
he ends his post..
wif tears on his eyes.
dripp*..
(:
24days left
not giving up.
not giving up.
Friday, January 23, 2009
he was in a swinging mood..
n yet he tried 2 cheer himelf up.
trying 2 be happy.
but his emotions shows it all..
2day after sch when kp hse.
after tat go home den meet the rest of my frens.
we when 2 sentosa.
but it turns out 2 be a bad day fer me..
when reached sentosa,
i when 2 see around.
n see those trees can be climbed.
i when 2 climb them.
but some1 was angry abt it..
i am very sorry abt it..
sorry.
after tat i wonder off myself..
sit on the sea shores..
listening 2 the sea sound,
alone..
nt long ltr its sunset.
i when climbing trees again 2 get a better view n wind.
th wind is nice n cooling.
so does the view.
tis time..
i was alone,
n somth just came out from my eyes..
it just..
dripped off my eyes..
my heart was hurt n pain..
i didnt noe wad i was doing..
till my fren shouted @ me.
i woke up n found myself going 2 jump off the tree.
it was high up..
after tat i came down from the tree.
running away.
i duno y did i do tat..
after tat when 2 eat dinner.
i didnt eat.
after tat when home.
my mom saw a brought home a burger,
she ask me if she can hav it.
i say sure.
so she ate it.
in th end i eat nth.
just some fries from mac.
nvm.
i oso wanted 2 giv my mom 2 eat.(:
he ends his post..
wif a broken heart n soul..
sorry
25days left
he will still be waiting till the day comes.
he will still be waiting till the day comes.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
2day in sch was bored.
cos dun hav art.
my favour subject dun hav!!
im lyk no damn mood fer anyth..
but we had a relieve fer my art.
the relieve teacher very qian da sia. -.-
but nvm.
after nt long i got bored n became a ninja in class o.o
LOLS.
my class cor me ninja cos i use the cards 2 fly up my class cilling den stuck thr.
2 cards stuck on top of the cilling.
all my fren kip tell me teach them.
i say secret.
tats the way of ninja. :x
den after art relieve lesson ended my 2nd reileve teacher came.
guess wad,
is my sch dm -.-
u noe wad he talk abt?
love.
lols? o.o
i oso listen till half way den sleep :x
after tat it was from teacher preiod.
talks abt wad ite sch 2 go n wad course to go to.
den 2.15 ended sch.
after sch when my fren hse play pool.
i was the 1st time paying pool
n guess wad.
my skills fer lyk okok? o.o
1st timer. lols
den i gt alot teachers neh.
duno listen 2 which x.x
few mins i learnt hw 2 play pool ald.
as the game goes on,
i score more.
my frens say i 1st timer nt bad
fast learner.
lols(:
thank you shi fu's.
haha
after playing pool when home.
reached home was abt 6+
i was very tried n 1st thing when i when home,
is 2 visit my best fren the bed ! :D
after nt long i domb.
sleep le. o.o
den woke up was abt 7+
dun y sleep awhile only. o.o
after sleeping when shower.
den use com.
use com till 9pm
when watch tv.
yay!
finally can see my gf :D
LOLSS ! :X
no la.
actually is fake de.
im just imagining as it is.
but only come out awhile only ):
after the 9pm show,
i waited fer the 10pm show.
which is lljimae.
waa,
the show very nice(:
its the last eqisode.
it was a show from korea.
umm,
nw i noe korea show oso nt bad eh.
after watching den when post tis post.
ohya.
as llijimae show comes 2 an end.
a new person will rise.
n tat is..
YiGeRen.
(:
hope u enjoy reading it.
night!~
27days left(:
with faith n hope.
with faith n hope.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Today was a long day fer me.
but tml more worse. longer x.x
2day in sch was boring n sleepy. :O
after 3hrs of my timetable, it was recess.
i ate curry chicken fer recess!
i lyk eating tat. hoho :X
after recess it was MT.
during MT lesson was very funny.
my chinese class joker larh. :D
even though it was less den 15 ppl.
the lesson still turn out good.
but we made the techer till very tulan den wan send us referal x.x
after MT was CPA.
yay, computers! Xp
after CPA end sch!
HOHOHO ! :D
i nid go hoe after sch cos the washing machine fellow coming -.-
den when i reached my hse lift their saw tat guy.
lols,
so qiao.
after tat i when use com.
den felt hungry took a bread 2 eat.
after tat when shower, den
SLEEPPPP !!
sleep wake up my whole hse dark cant see.
cos nvr on light -.-
lols.
no1 @ home. o.o
wake up den become a mouse.
when 2 look fer food.
look here look thr
no foody!
T____T sobb!~
nid wait till 9+ den can eat x.x
from recess tat curry chicken,
@ home tat bread,
till nw the dinner! hoho.
after dinner i watch lljimae.
wa, the show very nice.
ninja is cool! :D
i wanna be 1.
or already am i? Xp
n he ends his day off here.
28 days left(:
with faith n hope.
with faith n hope.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
ppl who read tis post.
im glad tat u read it.
i wan 2 tell u all.
tat im changed a good person.
my story,
i will share it wif u all readers.
when i was sec1,
i was very jialat.
my attuide, the way i talk, my temper, my anger, his emotions,
and lastly
his feelings.
but,
somth impacted me, to change.
i noe tat i wasnt alone.
i still rmb the date whr i really started 2 change.
14/2/07
i start changing my attuide,
the way i talk,
my temper,
my anger.
but,
my feelings n emotions.
didnt change.
cos i didnt put in much effort.
sec2 , sec3
my attuide became better.
the way i talk became better.
my anger was endured.
my temper was still undergoing endurances.
n till sec4,
i desiced to change fer the better.
i hav still nid 2 work on my attuide n anger.
emotions n feelings.
n nw.
im still trying 2 change.
changing takes alot of time.
only myself noe tat weather did i really change.
my answer is.
i did.
but will contuine changing.
for the better.
cos of frens around me,
the time they gave me,
the memories they gave me,
the feelings they gave me,
the words they shared wif me,
n lastly
the love they gave me.
i treatured n cherished it, alot.
cos tat i didnt hav loved much.
didnt hav cared much.
im lyk tis.
but i tell myself.
Loren, if u wan 2 change fer the better. u hav 2 REN n push urself.
from 2day onwards.
ppl who read tis post.
will weakness hw much i changed.
i will change for the better.
every1 desever a second chances.
so do i.
n i will cherish it,
alot.
please,
gimme another chances.
to let me change fer the better.
i promise tat.
n he ends his post,
wif a
smile (:
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
His story ended..
he's upsad abt it..
hoping tat som1 could cheer him up..
but no1 can..
why cant i gt happiness..
why?
i hate myself.
I HATEEE MYSELF !!
who can cheer me up?
hw to cheer me up?..
no1 noes..
as the story ended..
he will me mia-ing,
from nw on..
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
*MIA*
Sunday, January 11, 2009
NEW skin,
NEW song,
NEW post.
hope u guys enjoy the song.
should tempo only bah kidnap my heart.
i will find more nice songs 2 update.
enjoy the song(:
Monday, January 5, 2009
TIS POST IS 3 IN 1
THRUSDAY ; 1st Jan 2oo9
when out wif miko baby , teck hwee little bro n Lind bro.
we when 2 play left 4 dead.
i meet up wif my baby 1st,
after tat we when 2 meet teck n lind.
when reached the mall le we ma chaim playing catching.
me n miko go up , lind come down
me n miko go down , lind go up.
funny sia! xD
after tat we when 2 find teck hwee.
woaah.
he ald in the lan shop playing ald.
LOLSS~
after playing we all when home.
i send miko home 1st.
after tat when bac 2 mrt meet teck n lind.
nt long after i arrived we part our ways again.
me n lind 2gether when 2 cut hair n teck when bac home.
after reaching simei,
me n lind when 2 hav a hair cut.
after tat when eating kfc.
after eating go home rest prepare fer tml 1st day of sch~
1st post ends here-
FRIDAY ; 2nd Jan 2009
its the 1st day of sch~ :D
it was kinda boring though.
but eh tong the day in sch. :D
12.30pm ended sch.
8pm started lesson but dun hav cos 1st day. xD
den 10.50 recess ^^
after tat 1 more lesson den zhao go home le.
when reach home i heard a bad news.. D:
baby's phone cant use le cos line tio cut off. D:
bo bian nid wait till the line is back den can contact. T__T
I MISSED HER!
BUT, she's in my heart no matter hw far we r, hw long we didnt contact.
<3
MONDAY ; 5th Jan 2009
2nd day of sch is kinda boring n abit fun.
1.20pm ended sch.
after sch when 2 kok ping's hse.
n played audi.
den slack slack.
after tat when find evelyn.
lols,
she 1st time dun reconise us walked pass long john as me n kok ping were eating @ thr.
the 2nd time she walked pass she saw us n came in.
lols.
after tat we chat awhile n she left.
den when bac 2 kok ping's hse again play audi.
den after few rounds he suddenly asked wan buy cash or nt.
i agreed n brought 30k wif him.
b4 we when 2 buy,
he was trying 2 crack his asia-soft pin number.
tried n tried he cracked it.
after few seconds,
he asked me.
er wad number i just typed ar?
i was like DIAOOOOO -.-
LOLS
he stm lah~
after tat he managed 2 crack the 2nd time.
AGAIN,
he 4gotten the number -.-
zz ._____.
is he deh or wad?
wad planet or country he come from?
planet deh or country pork?
LOLSS ;XX
after tat he pek cek mai crack oald.
LOLS
relac lah bro. x.x
nt bad, @ least u managed 2 crack 2 times. Xp
haha.
den 4+ when home.
after tat top up cash den play audi~
sinces thr's no more on9 games 2 play.
play till 7+
den feeling sleepy le x.x
slept awhile, den woke up again.
after tat when bath n waiting fer my dinner 2 come!
HOHOHO!!
but guess wad.
it didnt come .__.
my parents came home wif no food!
im starving T__T
so hungryy .
sobsob T____T
till nw hav nt eaten neh.
T_________T
nvm,
will gt food de.
ltr only lo. -.-
sigh*..
umm,
tats abt it 2day.
hope you enjoy reading my post (:
when out wif miko baby , teck hwee little bro n Lind bro.
we when 2 play left 4 dead.
i meet up wif my baby 1st,
after tat we when 2 meet teck n lind.
when reached the mall le we ma chaim playing catching.
me n miko go up , lind come down
me n miko go down , lind go up.
funny sia! xD
after tat we when 2 find teck hwee.
woaah.
he ald in the lan shop playing ald.
LOLSS~
after playing we all when home.
i send miko home 1st.
after tat when bac 2 mrt meet teck n lind.
nt long after i arrived we part our ways again.
me n lind 2gether when 2 cut hair n teck when bac home.
after reaching simei,
me n lind when 2 hav a hair cut.
after tat when eating kfc.
after eating go home rest prepare fer tml 1st day of sch~
1st post ends here-
FRIDAY ; 2nd Jan 2009
its the 1st day of sch~ :D
it was kinda boring though.
but eh tong the day in sch. :D
12.30pm ended sch.
8pm started lesson but dun hav cos 1st day. xD
den 10.50 recess ^^
after tat 1 more lesson den zhao go home le.
when reach home i heard a bad news.. D:
baby's phone cant use le cos line tio cut off. D:
bo bian nid wait till the line is back den can contact. T__T
I MISSED HER!
BUT, she's in my heart no matter hw far we r, hw long we didnt contact.
<3
MONDAY ; 5th Jan 2009
2nd day of sch is kinda boring n abit fun.
1.20pm ended sch.
after sch when 2 kok ping's hse.
n played audi.
den slack slack.
after tat when find evelyn.
lols,
she 1st time dun reconise us walked pass long john as me n kok ping were eating @ thr.
the 2nd time she walked pass she saw us n came in.
lols.
after tat we chat awhile n she left.
den when bac 2 kok ping's hse again play audi.
den after few rounds he suddenly asked wan buy cash or nt.
i agreed n brought 30k wif him.
b4 we when 2 buy,
he was trying 2 crack his asia-soft pin number.
tried n tried he cracked it.
after few seconds,
he asked me.
er wad number i just typed ar?
i was like DIAOOOOO -.-
LOLS
he stm lah~
after tat he managed 2 crack the 2nd time.
AGAIN,
he 4gotten the number -.-
zz ._____.
is he deh or wad?
wad planet or country he come from?
planet deh or country pork?
LOLSS ;XX
after tat he pek cek mai crack oald.
LOLS
relac lah bro. x.x
nt bad, @ least u managed 2 crack 2 times. Xp
haha.
den 4+ when home.
after tat top up cash den play audi~
sinces thr's no more on9 games 2 play.
play till 7+
den feeling sleepy le x.x
slept awhile, den woke up again.
after tat when bath n waiting fer my dinner 2 come!
HOHOHO!!
but guess wad.
it didnt come .__.
my parents came home wif no food!
im starving T__T
so hungryy .
sobsob T____T
till nw hav nt eaten neh.
T_________T
nvm,
will gt food de.
ltr only lo. -.-
sigh*..
umm,
tats abt it 2day.
hope you enjoy reading my post (:
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